I've been thinking my immune system took a break and it is somewhere in the Caribbean getting all soaked up and relaxed. I'm not sure which island it is at exactly or when it will be back. I just hope (fingers crossed) that it doesn't like it too much over there, and decides to join me soon.
It hasn't been fun having one thing after another, week after week, and month after month.
Crafting, embroidering, even reading has been a struggle, but somehow some days I find a bit of strength, like magic, and I get to do the things I like.
I haven't wanted to complain or talk about it here on the blog, because it is nothing serious, and I know that there are much bigger issues than this one, but it has been what has been going on in my life. Like this embroidered handkerchief that took a long time in the making and eventually found its way out, I'm pretty sure I will too.
It amuses me that I decided on a poem that is called Prayer, and whose first line says; "God give me the strength to lead a double life." One where I get to craft, and another where I get to be sick without being annoyed that I'm sick.
Without knowing it back then, this was exactly what I needed. Even though this poem is about something else, I like what the part I embroidered means to me.
I think with some things, I have to learn to take it slow and allow the process to unfold itself, without forcing it, and without getting impatient. I really need to work hard on that issue (and of course so many others as well).
I'm trying to accept that there is a process to everything and that even if I want things to work out quickly and the way I want them to, they simply won't because they must take their time.
I hope all is well on your side, and if you want to share with me some of the things you do to take it slow, I would love to hear them.
Wishing you a great beginning into the month of June,
Giova